Summer 2008

It was this summer when i wanted to drink with my friends, actually my friends wanted to drink with me. Then after a while at her house, we went out to this other house to see how the party over there is. Then we saw each other, to be honest, I barely knew you, you were just like an another person of this little town. Then you started to talk to me, I was surprised when you knew my nickname. You asked about my number, then what my real name was. That's when it began, first I didn't know what to do, and I didn't want to just say:" stop texting me". Because I've been texting with your big brother. Then I realized how I liked you better than your big brother, I'm sorry but I think he's a jerk.
As the days went, you started to tell me how you wanted to visit me to the cafe where i'm working in. Believe me, the first time when i saw you with your friends coming up the street where my friend and I were coming down, we made a turn, just because I knew I would be shy around you and I hate to blush. That's why we made that turn, so I can avoid you for a little bit more.
Then the day came, you went to the cafe to see me. I remember how i was so shy that I tried to be busy, and you kept starring at me.
After a while I got used to it. Finally. Then we started to go out together as friends, because i told you that i didn't want to date anyone right before I leave, just because I was afraid of missing a boyfriend or whatever, but believe me, i really wanted to.
Then something happened, I became a bit shy. We know what we did, I thought it was wrong because I promised myself that I wont date anyone before I leave for a year, but boy! It felt so right! I wish i can change everything around.
I hope you still will be the same when I get home, because you were the one that i fell in love with when i left, but everybody changes!

Sincerely/
Ivalu Lindenhann